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strength: we all need strength

i need strength.

the highs and lows

found a parcel on my desk when i got home today.
things like that ought to happen more often!

anyhow, happy birthday nicky boy!
hope the plate of scissors curry rice was a good start to your old age!
tons of Xs n Os for you 8)

the early bird catches the worm

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dying. in every sense of the word... sigh.
i am pathetic. i wish i could type out everything i wanted to say but i can't. the freedom to ramble and speak how my mind and heart feels is not applicable to me. not here, not anywhere. it's tough. but what the hell is wrong with me anyway? ugh.

on to shallower things, work is finally over after a month and it's a really bittersweet feeling. never thought i'd feel that way about leaving but i guess it's natural for people to bond after a period of time no matter how short it was. well, on to greater things, i hope?
with work coming to a close, school has commenced. the workload is shitty as usual... lagging like crazy (fucking web design) but what's new huh? and of course, with the workload comes other shittier shit (ie: dealing with people). how i wish life was simpler. i love drama (as long as it isn't my drama) but sometimes it's so much easier to deal with shit when life is simpler. sigh being in a media course isn't helping my personal growth as a person. to put it more directly - i'm not becoming a nicer person and it's scary that i don't mind it.

this post is very choppy but whatever i've been awake since 2pm yesterday.

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not when timing is everything.

everyday my heart battles with need vs want

UOUOUOUOUOUOUOUO!

the end is near!!

i wish time would come to a halt. it's moving too quickly and i can't catch up.
i am so very exhausted, so very out of breath. i'm in dire need of the holidays.

sigh.

half done with news writing draft, and stupid media management presentation tomorrow at 9am.
fuck, won't it all end already?
i think group presentations bring the worst out of everyone. in my/our case, at least.

time to get some shut eye. i've been running on... stress and adrenaline. not even caffeine. it doesn't work anymore. oh wait, i can't even feel the adrenaline either. it's just plain, crappy stress.

year after year
running over the same old ground
what have we found?
the same old fears

just got off skype w nick and it's about 1.15am here. feeling pretty tired but that hour of skype was definitely worth it :)
going to bed soon to prepare for a shopping trip tomorrow! we went to pike place market today. i love that place - from the quaint little antique shops to outdoor cafes to musicians by the road side.. it's all very artsy fartsy yet it's so comfortable.
we've been blessed w blue skies lately so i'm hoping it stays that way. the sun only begins to set at around 9pm, so even after dinner, it's still bright haha. and the nicest thing about it all is that despite the bright sunshine, it isn't humid so i don't perspire. how i wish stinkapore had such nice weather too.

alright then, gotta get some rest. my feet's got a long day ahead!

feels different without you, and it's not the good kind of different.
hopefully i'll see you in 4 days, if not, see you in 3 weeks bb.

4 days to the united states of whatever and family love!

good night, LITTLE CUCUMBERS.
credits: vikipedia

there's too much stuff going on... i'm so glad the holidays are coming.
flying off in a week (y)

i don't know what took me so long to realise this.. Zooey Deschanel is brilliant!
Zooey and Ben make a good pair hehehehe.

should i get this for school?



on sale and so cheap!

someone get me this please



cute x100

can't wait for summer, can't wait for america!