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scissors curry rice

Wed, 04 Nov 2009 19:22:40 GMT

the highs and lows

found a parcel on my desk when i got home today.
things like that ought to happen more often!

anyhow, happy birthday nicky boy!
hope the plate of scissors curry rice was a good start to your old age!
tons of Xs n Os for you 8)

seafood overload

Sun, 01 Nov 2009 00:40:23 GMT

the early bird catches the worm

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dying. in every sense of the word... sigh.
i am pathetic. i wish i could type out everything i wanted to say but i can't. the freedom to ramble and speak how my mind and heart feels is not applicable to me. not here, not anywhere. it's tough. but what the hell is wrong with me anyway? ugh.

on to shallower things, work is finally over after a month and it's a really bittersweet feeling. never thought i'd feel that way about leaving but i guess it's natural for people to bond after a period of time no matter how short it was. well, on to greater things, i hope?
with work coming to a close, school has commenced. the workload is shitty as usual... lagging like crazy (fucking web design) but what's new huh? and of course, with the workload comes other shittier shit (ie: dealing with people). how i wish life was simpler. i love drama (as long as it isn't my drama) but sometimes it's so much easier to deal with shit when life is simpler. sigh being in a media course isn't helping my personal growth as a person. to put it more directly - i'm not becoming a nicer person and it's scary that i don't mind it.

this post is very choppy but whatever i've been awake since 2pm yesterday.

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not when timing is everything.

Tue, 18 Aug 2009 14:11:12 GMT

everyday my heart battles with need vs want

UOUOUOUOUOUOUOUO!

the end is near!!

Tue, 04 Aug 2009 18:11:16 GMT

i wish time would come to a halt. it's moving too quickly and i can't catch up.
i am so very exhausted, so very out of breath. i'm in dire need of the holidays.

sigh.

half done with news writing draft, and stupid media management presentation tomorrow at 9am.
fuck, won't it all end already?
i think group presentations bring the worst out of everyone. in my/our case, at least.

time to get some shut eye. i've been running on... stress and adrenaline. not even caffeine. it doesn't work anymore. oh wait, i can't even feel the adrenaline either. it's just plain, crappy stress.

year after year
running over the same old ground
what have we found?
the same old fears

Tue, 16 Jun 2009 08:30:01 GMT

just got off skype w nick and it's about 1.15am here. feeling pretty tired but that hour of skype was definitely worth it :)
going to bed soon to prepare for a shopping trip tomorrow! we went to pike place market today. i love that place - from the quaint little antique shops to outdoor cafes to musicians by the road side.. it's all very artsy fartsy yet it's so comfortable.
we've been blessed w blue skies lately so i'm hoping it stays that way. the sun only begins to set at around 9pm, so even after dinner, it's still bright haha. and the nicest thing about it all is that despite the bright sunshine, it isn't humid so i don't perspire. how i wish stinkapore had such nice weather too.

alright then, gotta get some rest. my feet's got a long day ahead!

Mon, 08 Jun 2009 17:11:14 GMT

feels different without you, and it's not the good kind of different.
hopefully i'll see you in 4 days, if not, see you in 3 weeks bb.

4 days to the united states of whatever and family love!

good night, LITTLE CUCUMBERS.
credits: vikipedia

Fri, 05 Jun 2009 20:44:01 GMT

there's too much stuff going on... i'm so glad the holidays are coming.
flying off in a week (y)

Mon, 01 Jun 2009 14:11:35 GMT

i don't know what took me so long to realise this.. Zooey Deschanel is brilliant!
Zooey and Ben make a good pair hehehehe.

Tue, 19 May 2009 11:05:00 GMT

should i get this for school?

on sale and so cheap!

someone get me this please

cute x100

can't wait for summer, can't wait for america!

Mon, 18 May 2009 17:08:08 GMT

HOW CAN ANYONE, AT NINETEEN YEARS OF AGE, NOT KNOW HOW TO SPELL THIRTEEN?!
how in the world did the person manage to spell it as THIRDTEEN!?

omg.. we singaporeans are such a disgrace.

oh and fuck MRM.

Sun, 17 May 2009 17:37:30 GMT

so, what's next?

Wed, 13 May 2009 15:17:58 GMT

one more month to summer fun.

Tue, 12 May 2009 16:10:13 GMT

i look so tired everyday, feel so tired everyday... :< yet another test tomorrow which i'm definitely not gonna do well (or pass for that matter) because the bones in my body are turning into lazy bones. i'm also so darn tired cos i was doing my tvprod script last night. jeez, work work work everyday so much work to do so much shit to study (@#($ pisses me off like hell sigh.

anyway, world wide fest was incredible! no photos yet bcos my friends are slow poke(mons), like me. can't wait for the weekend! fri will be good (i hope) and i know sat will be. rly eggcited for both! just that i hv no clue what to wear and i need new clothes but when do i hv the time to shop? since i've an overwhelming amount of work to complete.. wish i cld just fuck it all. wish i didn't bother so much or cared. then i can just quit school and be a free bird. chirp chirp. who cares what the future holds? i do. that's why i'm in this hell hole.
so other than my babies valeriA xuan and lyds i probably wld hv died in school alrdy. despite being such a jinx, i'm glad i hv valeriA in class, my sanity.

one thing i'm definitely looking forward to is heading up to the US of A to find jack and jasmine during the june hols! gonna be a short trip bcos our hols are only 2 pathetic weeks but i think i'll need the break. wish my dobbs cld come up with me but it's alright we'll be okay :>

i'm so screwed for tomorrow it's not even funny but i can't.. take.. it.. any.. more.. .. . so i shall look at yummy photos such as

burberry mens spring/summer 09!

chris graymer shot the romance collection for mulberry!

to end my night.

Thu, 07 May 2009 17:28:45 GMT

it's only the 3rd week of school and i look like a zombie alrdy. that's just great isn't it. "i hate school" just doesn't quite justify how much i really HAAATE it. waking up every morning is such a dread. and tomorrow, i have to be there at 10am to rush a last minute presentation on a totally, completely, useless module. okay, not entirely useless but pretty much. i can't believe how many projects/assignments we have and how many tests we've taken and are gg to take. fuck this shit seriously! : < i hate how i'm always talking about school.. but now that the holidays are over (get that into yr thick skull, jill), 3/4 of my life is spent in school. that's so pathetic. P A T H E T I C!

but saturday, yes saturday.. will be the day i will party my ass off (WWF, BITCHEZ) and spend sunday regretting, half-dead and rushing work (i will try to..) but i know i'd do it all over again.

dear holidayz,
why are you taking so long?
please know that i need you so.
love, jill

HPYSVNTHBB <3

Tue, 05 May 2009 11:38:13 GMT

You are the girl that I've been dreaming
of ever since I was a little girl.
You are the girl that I've been dreaming
of ever since I was a little girl.

One!
I'm biting my tongue.
Two!
He's kissin' on you.
Three!
Oh, why can't you see?
One! Two! Three! Four!

Word's on the streets and it's on the news:
I'm not gonna teach him how to dance with you.
He's got two left feet and he bites my moves.
I'm not gonna teach him how to dance! dance! dance! dance!
The second I do, I know we're gonna be through.
I'm not gonna teach him how to dance with you.
He don't suspect a thing. I wish he'd get a clue.
I'm not gonna teach him how to dance! dance! dance! dance!

PROJECTS SUCK.
CAN'T WAIT FOR THE WKND TO DANCE DANCE DANCE DANCE!
SEE YOU AT THE BEACH : )

Sun, 03 May 2009 13:41:05 GMT

I WANT THIS. SO. BADLY!!

WHY? why do i want so many things? why do i need so many things? why?! those aren't even half the stuff that i want/need. i need money. we should get paid for studying. seriously. ugh, i hate myself.

oh, http://www.apple.com/trailers/fox_searchlight/adam/
wonder when it'll be released.. it looks great! hugh dancy's in it : > heeheehee.

Sat, 02 May 2009 21:30:21 GMT

what an awesome possum nossum blossom rossom night!!!! !! !! ! ! ! it started out slow at butter (butter always disappoints for some reason actually every other club other than zouk [& helipad sometimes] disappoints i wonder why..) but then we adventurous people decided to go to velvet (who cld say no to free entry) and what a blaststst it was!! other than the fact tt we socialised w the cali girl and italian boy for nothinggg at least we still got free sausage+mash hahahaha oh my i luv velvet.. realised i hvn't been thr in so long. how can how can??
ok i don't even know why i'm here sheeshalingums. need to drink more non-alcoholic liquid n sleep gdnight world!

oh btw did i mention that samro is coming to tototown?! wowowo i hope she brings lindsay that druggie hehee :>

Sat, 02 May 2009 09:08:01 GMT

omg you are so irritating. get a life.
they say imitation is the best form of flattery... i'll just leave it as that. rolls eyes a million times.

anyway, i'm pretty eggcited for tonight! it's saturday so let's party!
oh oh and SAMRO's coming to town!??! finally finally! hope we can get free tix!

alright, off i go to get ready for tonight.. i take forever to decide what to wear. i need new clothes!

see you girlies soon xoxoxoxxx

Mon, 27 Apr 2009 16:12:45 GMT

i love candies

Sat, 25 Apr 2009 09:12:10 GMT

i miss jack and jasmine :(

Thu, 23 Apr 2009 13:40:25 GMT

cutie

Wed, 22 Apr 2009 10:39:38 GMT

news writing.. the only one which wasn't a letdown. anyway, i knew i shouldn't have been such an ass yesterday.. karma's a bitch. but.. WHY!!
and what the hell is wrong with me?

Tue, 21 Apr 2009 17:56:08 GMT

has it only been 2 days of school? it feels like the week's almost over. but no. sadly no. it's only wednesday. that's not even half a week gone. jeez. after 2 months of rotting, school is seriously wearing me out. how, just how am i going to survive another torturous year? we've assignments already, a test tomorrow and it's only the first week. the 2nd day. what the hell? fuck you, mass comm. i hate stress, yet i need it for me to push myself. innate love-hate relationship. sigh. hmm, was quite a bitch today. feeling very catty, and very annoyed that i'm back in the shithole. sigh. need to be a better, nicer person. because karma exists. ah. 9am class tomorrow.. again. need to get to sleep. but damn this insomnia :< thank goodness i end at 1pm. yesterday and today were bad enough. need more half days, lesser full days. as V always says, life is bleak. and when life is bleak, there is deathcab.

Sun, 08 Mar 2009 17:51:21 GMT

i fired a shotgun today. it was unbelievable! i hope my arms don't ache tomorrow. it was so damn heavy. but awesome. so freakin awesome.

Tue, 03 Mar 2009 03:42:41 GMT

i passed my basic theory! applied for my PDL and yez! fucking finally i can start to learn how to drive. it's abt time man. probably not gna get a job this holiday.. again. fuck i suck. so i'm just gonna drive, drive, drive.
ohoh and i permed my hair! i like it.. i'm trying to get used to maintaining it and whtevr shit but i like it. thank goodness i don't look like a poodle. or so i hope. anyway i'm lying down on my bed and blogging using my phone. it's damn awesome! gna fix my mac soon ugh troublesome. ok gtg get ready.. do more hair shit xoxox